my thoughts

i feel like singer & movies & books make love out to being completely different than it is. They make it seem so perfect & happy rainbows & butterfly’s or they make it seem like some terrible thing that is the worst thing on this planet earth. I think love is much different & isn’t so drastic as they make it. love is good & bad & that’s what makes it love! there will be up & downs & the key to love is to never give up

finding socks that match

hitting no red lights

thinking ur gonna be late & ur on time

waking up & seeing u have more time to sleep

having a good hair day

having good skin

eating healthy

a heated blanket

sticking my head out the window

eating icecream

petting an animal

making a new friend

having a deep convo

getting a compliment

driving at night with loud music

when ur package finally arrives

taking a hot bath

it’s sad to think highschool is almost over. i’m so excited yet so scared at the same time. I didn’t actually think it would go by this fast. i miss being in middle school & being a stupid kid. Now i actually have to make decisions for my future that will affect it & i’m scared i’m gonna pick the wrong one. I’m so comfortable here & love so many people here i’m scared to get up & change it all when it’s been the same for so long.

i think about the topic of hats & it makes me think of high school. How so much of us shape to someone we aren’t or try to be something we aren’t just so we can fit in and be cool. Its sad we all shape into one hat just to please others & make them happy. I feel like here you have to be a certain hat or it’s not good enough, we all just one thing not a lot of things.